worst

hai,i was doing nothing right now pdhl ayu sedang uas but too much materi,its tire me out and im not good nw.i were sick,i cant eat and too much things that i thought about.overthinking is killing our mind..yeah?i just want to go for a while and screaming out or hit something hm its called depressed maybe?si i gotta be crazy soon haha ya ampun jangan i can handle my self but i need something to explain it all or go to somewhere with wonderful view waw that would be so perfectly and heavenly moment.im bad.im not good and im affraid,affraid of everything.and i hate my self too.reallllyyyyyyyyy!!hah God...give me a strength to face it all.always in your way...and safe our family and erry rianta too because he will be my boy till the rest of my life,he'll be my future in this world and in heaven too...amin Ya allah:*